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It's just another rainy day

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i woke up this morning and realized
there is no job that i’d ever want to spend my whole life doing.
(because i don’t have the patience)
i’ve been thinking as i age, no gray only 23 years old,
but already i’ve become someone i once told myself i would never be.
not that being me is such a bad thing it just sucks
to go from aw shucks to sho nuff then find out
that rhyming as i know it isn’t what it’s all about.
i can’t finish anything i start,
i break hearts and grow flowers on the window sill
still i feel like there’s nothing lifelike in these hands.
now i have to lie crying foul someone breathed too loud
i get another try can i buy a vowel?
oh my god i’m sick of sobb stories.
everybody envies any life but their own nobody thinks to stop moping
and get open spend some time alone.
i gotta read a book, i need to wear more sweaters,
i’m glad i cut my hair i’m glad i stopped wearing underwear.
i’m better off each day less sun shines through my curtain
i’m certain it shouldn’t hurt to get up but it does,
i love the buzz i get forgetting every day i’ve wasted,
i remember kissing but can’t remember how kissing tasted.
i’ve faced my fears with beers and got wasted.
so i suckle on the forty bottle my brain throttled
it buckled under the weight of my slumberstate
i’m way too involved to appreciate.
i’m too evolved to deviate. all alone in my room the booze i reek of
i’m asleep at the wheel with no windshield to speak of.

and it’s just another rainy day.
can’t see the rainbow there’s too much gray.
gotta wash this sad face away.
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800x534px 359.41 KB
Make
Canon
Model
Canon EOS 350D DIGITAL
Shutter Speed
1/60 second
Aperture
F/5.6
Focal Length
55 mm
ISO Speed
100
Date Taken
Aug 12, 2006, 10:45:22 PM
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